Fangirling is not easy.
The number of books, TV shows, OTPs(one true pair/ing), and movies are endless. Everyday is a struggle on what activity to choose. Should I watch an Asian drama or choose a new book to read? Maybe watch a newly completed season of a TV show I’ve been dying to see or face life first and do boring stuff? SEE? It’s not easy.
Aside from the endless inner debate on what to do every single day, another struggle would be how am I gonna release all these feelings I have in my fangirl heart.
LET ME TELL YOU.
A fangirl not having someone to talk to is similar to a balloon that’s about to burst anytime. You just don’t know when. And when it bursts? It will be crazy.
And I don’t want to go crazy. I want to pour all my emotions into words and see if there are others like me. I want to feel like living in a dystopian world with people who are like me who keeps a special place in their heart for fangirling. A place where ordinary people might look at me strangely whenever I gush about a character or a ship, or mourn over a death of a fictional character or pet. And in the middle of this mundane mass of boredom lies another one like me who can recognize how amazing it is to be a fan.